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“WHEN ABSENCE AND VIOLENCE ARE REALITY THE MIND IS THE ONLY PLACE LEFT TO HIDE”

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PHYSICS OF THE BASEMENT: SKELETON

Introduction

Do you ever feel lost?Like no matter how deep inside you search you cannot find the thing that makes you, you.Like something or someone, somewhere along the way, was left behind, forgotten.Buried so deep, you don’t even remember who you were before.This is me regaining myself, piece by piece, song by song, word by word.No matter how small I am, my ideas can be colossal.Follow me.

Look Behind

VERSE

Look behind, you can see everythingI tried to find, how I started to singI see a skinny boy, in front of an expensive toywith his black eyes he could see everythingHe could touch anything.His reflection used to feel so infantileBut now he’s older and he got really illHis mind is too obscure and cannot be healedProtect your soul young kid because you might get killed

BRIDGE

I see you little boy writing at a tableWith a broken pen, on a dirty paperLiving in a little opache bubbleNow I look in gods eyes and I make it double

CHORUS

Smile my little baby, I’l smile for you at down maybeBut I’l cry singing for you, cuz I’m feeling again blueDon’t grow up my souldier, you don’t smile as often when you’re olderOnly when you’ll kiss your naked girl’s shoulder, but your eyes will still be colder

VERSE 2

Put away the masks that are given to youAnd  the things that don’t let you to see throughCause you have a tough life aheadAnd a red dot, on your lips and on your foreheadYou’re proscribed kid, understand, you’re just a bunch of meatfeel, it’s their envy at your feet, smoldering, slowly losing heatFeel the eyes, all so dead insideFeel those kids, all hidden, hidden from the lightSome are dead, some barely alivePut your soul aside kid, cause you might die.

BRIDGE

I see you little boy writing at a tableWith a broken pen, on a dirty paperLiving in a little opache bubbleNow I look in gods eyes and I make it double

CHORUS

Smile my little baby, I’l smile for you at down maybeBut I’l cry singing for you, cuz I’m feeling again blueDon’t grow up my souldier, you don’t smile as often when you’re olderOnly when you’ll kiss your naked girl’s shoulder, but your eyes will still be colderSmile my little baby, I’l smile for you at down maybeBut I’l cry singing for you, cause I’m feeling again blueDon’t grow up my souldier, you don’t smile as often when you’re olderOnly when you’ll kiss your naked girl’s shoulder, but your eyes will still be colderLook behind..

Fall Into The Night

CHORUS

Hello world, I have this story to tellMy mother knows it very well, it is a story from hellAs I speak the air is getting thicker and thickerEvery time I hear her voice I start to shiver..I’m ripping my soul in front of the artBecause she’s tearing, she’s tearing my heartI am falling on my knees trying to restI wonder how long this machine will beat under my chestI hate what I’ve become you know it’s rightBut I hate you even more, I can’t forget the taste of soreInside my mouth, inside my coreI hate you, and I hate that I hateBecause it’s making me hating myselfIt’s so lateFor any tear to fall on my cheekFor any memory that’s starting to leak

BRIDGE

Suffocating in my own drama, hey mammaI wonder how will i ever escape of this trauma

CHORUS

I feel sick! I feel sick!I can’t forget the sore,Inside my mouth, Inside my coreI feel sick! I feel sick! I feel sick!

VERSE

The room is moving and flashing with my heart beatThe floor is cold but it’s still warming my feetBecause my soul is leaking of affectionThe infection is preading the imperfectionA big section is pierced in my handIt is written on my ticket, you are so fucking damnedAnd I’m losing all the hopes in front of the truthDigging for gold I realise I don’t have a rootI spit the wrath on this sheet of paperA migraine is destroying my mindI’m saving the last of my breath for laterNow I worth nothing to the mankind…

BRIDGE

Suffocating in my own drama, hey mammaI wonder how will i ever escape of this trauma

CHORUS

I feel sick! I feel sick!I can’t forget the sore,Inside my mouth, Inside my coreI feel sick! I feel sickIt’s such a feeling to feel the nightJust, hold these bones tight.hold my bones tightcloser to your heartJust hold my bones to your heartJust Hold me

This Dream I Had

VERSE

Mom are you blindAre you out of your mindWhat you are doingTrying to feel liveFather are you dead?Move a little bit your headMove it down, somehowyou have a mad man’s eyes, I sawI am fucking lonely around herePeople around me start to disappearLonely I try and I try againBut there’s a hole insideA place I can’t explain

CHORUS

I’m pretty fucked up now peopleWriting and writing again on my handsBut sometimes I feel lost in the procedureRocking your world with this fucking pen!

VERSE

Touching the bit of reality from every cloud aboveWith a plastic pic on the strings like the devils doveSeeing the word smaller than a butterflyLooking for soul, looking on myPalms to see where the magic of humanity beganWhere the magic of dyonis made my feelings breathe againThis is my heart, but that is my storyNot knowing who I am, people leaving slowlyWho the fuck am I, I don’t know when to stopBlurry is my mind, even if I tried to fix a lotI need a path, but I don’t like oneI need a friend, but everyone’s goneI’ll sing my past, however it getsCuz I have a spastic dream, living on my frets

CHORUS

I’m pretty fucked up now peopleWriting and writing again on my handsBut sometimes I feel lost in the procedureRocking your world with this fucking band!

BRIDGE

This is my heart, but that is my storyNot knowing who I am, people leaving slowlyWho the fuck am I, I don’t know when to stopBlurry is my mind, even if I tried to fix a lotI need a path, but I don’t like oneI need a friend, but everyone’s goneI’ll sing my past, however it getsCuz I have a spastic dream, living on my fretsI’ll spit my words, no matter the wayI ll destroy myself but keeping it grayI’ll keep going, not gonna breakI’ll keep going, not gonna breaknothing will stop me, I’m not gonna brake

OUTRO

I’m pretty fucked up!I’m pretty fucked up!I’m pretty fucked up!Writing and writing again on my hands!I’m pretty fucked up!I’m pretty fucked up!I’m pretty fucked up!Destroying myself into becoming again!I’m pretty fucked up!And that is ok!I’ll never give up!Nothing will stop me, I’m not gonna break!But mommy you’re blindAnd daddy you’re  deadThank god..I saw me pretious in this dream I had!

Drops

VERSE

I have this feeling into my gutsI’m cutting the ropes above the shotsI’m cutting my hair shorter and shorterIf it is to be like this I won’t go furtherI’m sinking in concrete in front of my lifeJust one hand a hand and a knifeCutting the hair shorter and shorterCutting the rope above the shotsIt hurts to be helpless in front of the fateTo kill the dream of being greatI have this knife cutting the words downIt bleeds blue and’s wearing my crownI have this vision to die as a ratNot as a rich and not as a petI suffer of loneliness now and tomorrowCause nothing will remove the heart from my sorrow

CHORUS

I’m cutting the words downOn the stone of the ones who never said it loudI’m watching two eyes praying for sleepBut the joke of the life is so deepThat’s under the ground

VERSE

I’m not like the river I’m not like the currentSo faith and god prepared me the joke to be silentI have this room that keeps me awayFrom ripping the age from shading the grayI lay stucked in the room of yesterdayI pray for the ones who never got the chance to say, wich is the gray they’d like to paint the gatewayToday won’t be that one dayI have this vision to die as a ratNot as a rich and not as a petI suffer of loneliness now and tomorrowCause nothing will remove the heart from my sorrow

CHORUS

I’m cutting the words downOn the stone of the ones who never said it loudI’m watching two eyes praying for sleepBut the joke of the life is so deepThat’s under the ground…

Insights

VERSE

I’m walking roads I don’t like toI put one step and then the otherTo feel I’m moving in this water

I’m sinking notions just to feel I’m specialI’m losing nights to write these words on my skin

I struck the rim, I feel My heart beatingTo mantain my heart’s rythm routineI’m playing this guitar with headBut I sing with my heart cuz it hurts so bad

CHORUS

I’m forgetting all I’ve feltI was  feeling all, you knowI fell when it came to loveI fell when my self trust melt

Only if I could know myselfOnly If I’ve done this rightMaybe our future’s brightBut we think we still need help

VERSE

I am watching cloudsJust to imagine how the rain would feelI am watching lifeFrom a buble protecting me from the real

I am dreaming lonelyJust because I can’t find youI am writing lonelyCuz there doesn’t seem anyone who’d doBridgeI need to create, it is obsessingI need this fate, otherwise I’m doneMy mind is gone for eternityBecause it’s faster then my runI’m choosing ways so randomlyI am enjoying this pathI’m writing these words chaoticallyBecause I can’t control my  wrathOnly if i’ve done this right…

OutroBut what if I’m not the only oneBut what if there’s more like meAre the people who like to runTo catch their dreams until they reach the sea

But what if it is not a destination thereWhat if this road is our only drugAre these songs my only prayerTo a god that never talks.Is this soul outside to findIs this kid insideWhat if I should just let myself sinkWhile she’s having another drinkI want to save her but I can’tI can’t reach her from this messI will love you all my heartYou’re my muse mom, I sing though your mouth.All the words you never saidI’ll through them to the world right nowCause I know you’re in there somewhereYou are just alone, cause no one cares.

Friday

VERSE

Where are you gone my friendWe just made it with this little bandI am wondering how many miles has this roadCause I’ll cover those miles by foot you know..

BRIDGE

To show you that I can build againWhat we had here frame by frameAnd I will try just to be the sameI will try just not to feel the painWe will build in the endThis mighty castleMade of sand

VERSE

Where is gone my drinking friendHe had to walk these miles of landI’m awakening every dead piece of meSo that I can still write as the past grows under the sea

BRIDGE

To show you that I can build againWhat we had here frame by frameAnd I will try just to be the sameI will try just not to feel the painWe will build in the endThis mighty castleMade of sand

CHORUS

So I’ll try just to be as broken but big as my dreamSo i’ll try just to make gloves for my handsSo that I can write as I bleed

Burned Up

VERSE

I am feeling…so worked up. Words are useless to describe…All this nonesense…In my life. I wish I could end this fine.

BRIDGE

I feel lonely, I feel dumb, I don’t how to get someone’s attention to me.I feel useless, I feel down, all these words are meaningless if you’re not here with me.

CHORUS

With meeee!

VERSE

You are feeling…So far. Happiness is long gone.All these lies I’ve…Told myself. I wish I could start again…

BRIDGE

I feel lonely, I feel dumb, I don’t how to get someone’s attention to meI feel useless, I feel down, all these words are meaningless if you’re not here with me!

CHORUS

With meee!

OUTRO

And somehow I feel the days not changing at allAnd somehow I’m stuck,Still trying to feel like I’m not used up,By the games I have to play,Just survive every single fucking dayUsed up by the people getting close and thenLeaving me when I’m destroying my walls again…I’m only here because I don’t want to give upBut I can’t find a reason to continue this fightWhen everyone around me’s collapsing into the nightWhen everyone around me’s losing their lightWhen everyone around me’s losing their fightI’m starting to feel..Lonely, I feel dumb, I don’t how to get someone’s attention to me.I feel useless, I feel down, all these words are meaningless if you’re not here with me.

CHORUS

With meee!

Physics of the Basement

VERSE

Going round and round  by the same boring storyWith people I don’t love, because I never hurryTurning each other’s sides to show our profiles betterI just fuck you all, besides you’ll never sum me in one letter.And if you think, I’m just telling empty words to youLook at my history , And see how this boy grewBetween columns of ashes I, Built my lonely soul,I was empty, And I didn’t complain at allBecause I love my life,As it is right now and as it wasBecause it has been given to me,By worlds arbitration clause,Please aplause! No!? You need others to like it?You need others to get closeOtherwise I’m just another psycho!

BRIDGE

I’m done with this world,I’m done cleaning history with sope

PRECHORUS

I’m done sitting in the basement,Reading pages I can’t fold

CHORUS

I’m done sitting here by myself, I’m sitting here to forget,I’m in need of help.Feeding rats in my bread shelf,Dreaming on my backpack,Leaning on my head back.At this blind light I write down my sinsI cope with myself, Imagine how it feelsDreaming on my backpackLeaning on my head back

VERSE

The weight of these walls crawls onto my chestNested in a corner former place of regretsPeople that did wrong to me all piled up in a chestEven though my soul still hurts like shit, a bit I feel coerced.But, Oh c’mon, don’t let morons full of false ideasEase the way you say it and ease the way it feelsIt’s your own cross you can paint it in blackYou can paint it in what colour the fuck you want!

PRECHORUS

We are creations of the chaos and we stillPave our road with routine and fear

CHORUS

I’m done sitting here by myself, I’m sitting here to forget,I’m in need of helpFeeding rats in my bread shelf,Dreaming on my backpack,leaning on my head back.At this blind light I write down my sinsI cope with myself, imagine how it feelsBetween dirty walls I open the doorsOf my imagination

BRIDGE

Now I see the lights going fast beside my headLike the present’s running to throw me straight aheadI’m feeling the air right inside my stomachI realise I’m hungry, but my mommy’s on prosacI need greater things, This is my eliberationWe don’t need gods, we’re gods feeding with creation!Such a beautiful thing as the human mindNeeds to travel independent and not to be aligned!

PRECHORUS

I’m here to sing until I’ll spit my lungs outEven if nobody will hear when I’ll shout the truth loud!

CHORUS

I’m done sitting here by myself, I’m sitting here to forget,I’m in need of helpFeeding rats in my bread shelf,Dreaming on my backpack,leaning on my head back.At this blind light I write down my sinsI cope with myself, imagine how it feelsBetween dirty walls I open the doorsOf my imagination

OUTRO

My Imagination, My Imagination, My Imagination,The only thing that kept me aliveMy Imagination, My Imagination, My Imagination,My Imagina – tiooon! My Imagina – tiooon!

The Meaning of A Broken Man

INTRO

I feel life in my bones. I’m alive, I cannot dieCause my words are strong.They’ll keep me alive for sure,I am strong, I will be. Whatever I want, Whatever I need!

VERSE

But these walls feel huge, going up for milesThese kids are lost somewhere nowhere to be foundI’m searching frantically for a way to beBut the hole inside my chest, does not feel like me.

BRIDGE

From the beginning we were emptiedFrom the start we used to hateI think this is THE momentWe should just embrace our fate

CHORUS

I love because that’s who I amI love you as a friend, I love you as a godCause love is in my toxic blood

VERSE

The rain will infiltrate this placeThe walls will crumble to the groundWhen I shout my  feelings loud.Thunders, quakes will burst, flames from the groundThe safety of this place, just doesn’t feel right.When I will shout, you will scream with meWe are free! To live, to be!

BRIDGE

From the beginning we were emptiedFrom the start we used to hateI think this is the only momentWe should just embrace our fate

CHORUS

I love because that’s who I amI love you as a friend, I love you as a godCause love is in my toxic blood

THE END?